I've been trying to write this for a very long time. I want to, but I can't. I've finally just realized that I'm not ready. For now, this story will only see the light of my journal, if I decide to start keeping one. I still don't know how I feel about the experience and I think it's possible that I just need time to make sense of it all.
Sorry.
On a happier not, I love being a mother. I have found so much joy in holding my baby, making her smile and watching her grow. She is delightful. Having her in my life makes anything I went through getting her here inconsequential. I know, cliche, cliche. But truly, I'm so grateful to be her mom and feel very blessed.
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